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I was thinking this morning…I was driving and thinking which can be very dangerous….
Was the world always this fucked up? And was the human race always this ….this….messed up?
Or am I just suddenly paying enough attention to realize we live in this twisted universe …
We know Romance is just downright retarded…we know no matter how it starts out….how good it is ….we end in tears…..and even after we vow we’ll never find someone else….and we wont go looking for love…..IT FINDS US AND SEDUCES US BACK INTO IT….why….

I have the most horrible habit of always getting what I want…..why is this so bad? Because Although I get what I want….its never in the sequence I want it…..everything happens for a reason and sometimes everything fits together perfectly …and other times….you sit there wondering why you ever wanted that in the first place and everything seems hopeless…….
GAH!
I’m starting my one convent of pornographic prostitute nuns!
Because that would be so much easier
Really….it would….